The semester has been good bad and ugly. Good because it is done, good because its been an adventure, bad because i am still stressed like mad about my finances and the fact that I cant even afford food right now and my apartment is colder than a Antarctic winter. Ugly because that one girl made an entrance in my life again only to mess with my mind like no other.
I have come to realize a few things though, not so much about being happy but about finding your place in the great scheme of things. You just gotta roll with it and do your best regardless of what happens. As as soon as you give up on that, you might as well give up on yourself and that is something that I never truly want to do. Hell i feel emo just writing this and no i will not be cutting myself as i do it. But I am glad for things all in all. Especially socks. Those things ROCK!
Otherwise I am not sure how I feel about Christmas this year. Was hoping to have someone to share it with but its not looking like that is going to happen so I will survive another year with being on my own this holiday. Its going to be interesting but also I am forcing myself to finish the book by the end of the year so that will be one major project that I will have completed so yay for that.
For the moment though I need to go and study for my finals so catch you all on the flip side
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